Its so much bigger than me

Hey friends.

Its been a while since I have seen a computer, since I have talked to any of you, since I have been home. Its alright though, I guess I just havent been so far from home before. It is kind of an interesting feeling.

For those of you who did not know, I have been and still am in Toronto for the past week, and its been pretty killer. I am not going to lie, I have always wanted to see what it would be like in a big city and such, I really love it. I am not sure if I would want to live in toronto though. I am thinking that vancouver would be a little better for me. Who knows, I mean I am still just a kid and all.

This week has been really good like I previously mentioned. We have done a lot actually. We've done everything from hand out food to homeless people in the park to just going to men's shelters and having a coffee and listening to their stories and sharing ours. This week has had a rather large impact on me. Just walking besides a homeless person for a week, just getting to see what it is actually like, what they are actually like. For goodness sakes I became pretty good friends with a couple of them, as weird as it sounds. Its not like their weird, actually pretty cool. Some of them are way smarter than I am, and probably smarter than I will ever be.

Today and tomorrow are our "hang out" days. We're basically just hanging out in london and donig some sight seeing, today we went to the CN tower and tomorrow we are going to hit up Nirgra falls. It should be pretty good.

This week was prime photo taking time. I have shot around eighty photos over the course of the week. I am thinking that I will stop after my current role runs out cause that is going to cost a lot to get developed. I am fine with it though. On that note, if you have not yet seen my photo blog make sure to take the time to do so. You can check it out here.

This trip has given me a lot of time t o ponder thoughts. Thoughts of what I believe, who I like (so to speak), the bands I am with. Its been really good. haha, today I was just checking the tuxedo mask purevolume and I was blown away haha, we have had over 100 plays today and we have had like 25 on our myspace. That is a crazy thought for me, I definitly love it to pieces though. I am realizing that I love this band, I sit back and listen to the music which we have created and I love it. More than a lot of stuff I have done before. I have to say that I am overly stoked to get home and play with the guys. We got quite a few shows coming uo in the near future. Check them out at www.myspace.com/therealtuxedomask.

I think that I have realized that I like this one girl. I am afraid of it though, it is such a hard situation, cause I am pretty sure that she likes me but there is stuff in the way of it and honestly it is hard. I have given a lot of thought to it this week, I have written many letters this week. I guess I am hoping that whatever happens is for the best and that my friendship will not fade if nothing happens. Cause in my mind, she is one of my best friends. I love our friendship.

Anyways I have written far to much. I should be home on monday night. If anyone wants to do anything next weekI am hoping to do a lot of hanging out and such. It should be really good if anyone wants to chill. Let me know.

Signing off from Toronto
Zachary