Breathe

I think I realized something this weekend while at camp. We had to share out testimonies, I always find this a hard thing to do. I am never quite sure what to say - and if I figure out what to say, I just get nurvous that I will leave something out.

I realized while taking some alone time - through highschool I have become someone I never was before. I was a really different person when I was a kid. I have sort of built up these walls around my heart, I don't trust - and am not myself most of the time. hmmm. When I was praying about this, and when I came across this thought I had a vision. That I was walled in by these big stone wall, and God was slowly chipping away the walls with his chisel and hammer. I felt it hard not to tear up a bit. I am no where near where God wants me yet, but I am moving - slowly.