lifes just a wild ride

I feel like i've been posting the same blog over and over. I'm not to sure what to talk about on here these days cause life seems to be the same everyday. For the past week it has felt as though my life is a movie and I've just been watching it. It has to be one of the weirdest feelings. I don't feel like myself, or at least I don't think I do? The question is then, what defines how it feels to be yourself? Is it a group of events or occurances? Is it a group of friends? Is it the routine of daily life? Its odd. I really don't know what that "feeling" really is; feeling like yourself.

I'll be ok either way.

Life is fairly busy right now, but its alright. I am trying to make time to just chill and relax more. I feel like i've been doing something every night; either that or I find myself feeling busy and overwhelmed by nothing at all. Which is odd how we can feel that way, I catch myself in that rut a lot though.

I love my macbook.