You will become

You will become
So much great
Stronger then the sun

Help me God. I am tired right now. I don't really want to get out of bed tomorrow morning to tell you the truth. I need your strength, your power. I know that I havent been perfect before, and I am not right now at all. I am far from it. Really I don't deserve what you've done for me. I hope you can find a way to help me out with this, I believe you can God.

Its hard to please people sometimes. Its not totally that, but Its but hard when people think you're onething and they find something else out. It makes things tough. Im tired right now, I got homework that I should do tonight, I don't remember how to do it. I suppose I'll spend lunch with my teacher tomorrow trying to do it. I have english to do tomorrow, I have a chemistry exam on friday. Schools heavy, my thoughts even heavier. I hope I can actually sleep tonight. It might help me out a little bit through tomorrow.

Help me to become strong like the sun, never fading, always shining with purpose. I can't find purpose right this second. Build me up to be your son who will tell of your name. I want that, I am just struggling getting there. Remove the things in life I really don't need God.

Goodnight friends.