Overwhelmed.
A Cry
A plea!
Hear me oh God
For I feal so unsure of myself
Give me direction
I went to a Spotlight on Jobs today at siast. I was checking out the spotlight on Pharmacy tech. It seems really good, It pays good. It doesnt cost much to take, its only one year. Sounds great doesn't it? I think so. I am just struggling. I Feel I am called to go to hillsongs college and be involved in worship ministry. I feel I need to do that. To do that I need to get over myself. Forget what I want, and realize why God has placed me on this earth, and learn to go to him for direction.
I'm feeling really overwhelmed right now. Just by thoughts. I could definitly go to siast for a year directly after highschool and then go to hillsongs college then. A part of me wonders if my heart would really be in siast. It is really more of a backup plan if my plan in ministry doesn't work out. But really, if God is a God who privides for your needs, and he is calling me to Hillsongs then really I shouldn't need a back up plan should I? That is almost doubting his faithfulness. Or is it just securing myself financially? If that is the case, is that wrong? Probably not, but I am honestly to confused to tell right now.
If anyone of you who reads this can pray for me, I am feeling really unsure of what to do right now. Im really unsure, and I need some direct guidence from God. I would appreciate your prayers.
Anyways other then all of that life has been pretty good to me. I am getting my report card sometime soon and I am actually pretty excited for it. I've done fairly well this year, so far at least. Anyways I hope you're all having a good week.
Reach out to God, Call his name. He is real, He is living, He is here today! How good is that? That God himself is giving his all for you. Praise the lord.
4 comments:
Hey Bro,
I'm not sure what you are going through but I have been in similar situations this past year.
This verse is for you.
"In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps."(Proverbs 16:9)
I know that God has called me for a purpose, and if I am moving in that direction that is enough, even though I may choose where I am and when I go there, it is the Lord who guides me day by day, moment by moment.
Bless you brother as you seek His face and do His will.
-Jumo
Thanks for leaving that scripture on my msn man. I woke up and saw that there this morning and it was the best thing to wake up to.
What are brothers for.
Glad it helped man.
-Jumo
Zachary,
You know I was going through the same thing as you were last year, and although that isen't a lot of reassurance in itself, I do believe that God will show you if he wants you at siast, or if he wants you at Hillsongs. And its overwhelming, he will show you what he wants you do.
Don't stress about it. I know it seems like a really good reason to, but its just not. I promise.
Post a Comment