Same place, same time.
Tonight. I find myself sitting here. the same place I sit many nights a week, I am content.
Life seems so crazy, with things to do each day this week, a new symester, and manythings going on, but for some reason I feel a peace I don't deserve. Where does this come from? I guess one could say that it comes from God, I believe that actually. Some nights I just do not get why God gives me this peace cause I mean I long for a peace like this, but what have I done to gain it, to deserve it. I mean yea, I am seeing once again that this walk with christ is not something that is always easy. I mean right now Its as though it has to be a constant choice to follow God, christ. I could so easily just do something else but I mean I want to be with God, I want his will not mine. Even though sometimes all I see is what I want. I want God to fill my head with his will, that would rock actauly.
I am thinking that my trip to toronto is going to be an experience where God will teach me somethings. Maybe he wont but I am sure hoping he will, me and my class. Anyways I have used up like every ounce of writing energy I have this evening.
Goodnight,
zachary
1 comment:
maybe i said goodnight once already tonight, but here it is again.. after this of course:
God is good at giving us things we don't deserve... Following Christ seems alot like hardwork sometimes, most of the time. I feel I have to take the initiative to not give up on following him. I mean, he's still there and leading, Im just not really good at following...
Anyways. He's still there when I'm not, which blows me away in so many more reasons then one. He still loves me, when I make mistakes, and when I neglect him. Im sure you know this all already, :p.
I hope the trip to Toronto shows you God in ways you've never before seen God. I hope the trip allows you to grow spirtually and all the other ways it lets itself be.
Zach, I constantly admire the way you allow God to fit into your dreams. Keep that up, that's really neat to see.
now... goodnight.
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