Breathe

Hey friends and family,

Its sort of crazy how we can take all of the smalls things in life - the things which make life a little more challenging - we can take them and of neatly stack them until they become this huge towering problem that is stressing us out - when really we made it out of nothing. You sort of know what I mean?

I think thats what I've been doing lately - this week mainly. Between little stressors - like assignments, lack of sleep, trying to make some large choices - it all just adds up until there is a problem which really should not be there in the first place.

I am doing alright though, good today to be honest. I thought I was going to be working at church all day today - but someone informed me that I was reading the wrong date on my roster page, so I have the whole day off - I am just trying to get a bunch of things done, small assignments - writing people, since I feel like I haven't in ages because of no time - I borrowed a couple books from charl yesterday, so that is really good. I started velvet elvis (Rob Bell) and so far (one chapter in) it seems good, it doesn't grab me like Sex God, but its good none the less. I also borrowed the complete C.S. Lewis signature classics. I am stoked about that - I've read a few of them already, but who wouldn't get nuggets of knowledge from those books over and over.

After street teams yesterday we went downtown and got some good food. Charl kept talking the place up like it was really scummy and I was honestly ready to not eat there because I thought It was going to be a scum bucket. We got there and it was unreal, and he really was just trying to freak me out - which some of you might know - is not that hard. I am just sort of gullible.

So my album has been processing at the itunes central for a couple days - or wherever it is itunes processes that stuff. I confirmed all of the audio and the cover, and not its sort of just the waiting game to get it out. This whole process with this e.p. has taken so much longer than I thought it would. I think originally I wanted it out by february? haha, yea right. I guess its the lessons we learn?

I am going to be honest though - I am sort of struggling right now - unsure if I want to stay for the rest of the year. Its just something which has been on my mind a lot lately. I try to not dwell on it, I am not making a choice until june. I know that if I did I would probably change my mind 50 times, so its best to wait it out - pray fervently about it. I just wish God could drop me a road map you know? It would be heaps helpful. I also thought about the possibility of just staying here and working while attending and serving in the church until december. Its a thought - and I would love to live downtown - there are cheap but nice places you can get for the same amount I am paying now - who knows what will happen. I am just waiting on God, to see what he REALLY wants.

Also - I am thankful for a package which got here the other day!
haha, it definitely made my day - with many different things in it.
Either way - just know that if you mail me, I'll write back forsure!

Thats about all that I really have to say friends.
I hope everyone at home is well.
Take care - hope to hear from you soon!