Untitled lonelyness

Tonight is awkward. its as though life is a race and everyone is running and I have fallen behind. The once crowded street is now empty, and here on this park bench A bird won't even come near. I don't really know how to explain what I am feeling right now. I get this way once and a while and I tend to dislike myself like this. I could go for a good bus ride, you know the ones where you play all the right songs, and write all the right lines. You are not alone, it seems as though your favorites are always there with you. holding you the whole way.

I honestly think I am a creep. lol I get a kick out of it sometimes. So yea, theres nothing more I really have to say, but maybe this song will give you a better idea of how I am feeling.

I hope your night is good friends.
Much love.

zachary


Artist: Bright Eyes
Song: Lua
Album: I'm Wide Awake It's Morning

I know that it is freezing but i think we have to walk
keep waving at the taxis they keep turning their lights
off but julie knows a party at some actor's west-side loft
supplies are endless in the evening by the morning they'll be gone

When everything is loney i can be my own best friend
I get a coffee and the paper have my own conversations
with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection
the mask i polish in the evening by the morning looks like shit
And I know you have a heavy heart, I can feel it when we kiss
So many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it
But me i'm not a gamble you can count on me to split
The love I sell you in the evening by the morning won't exist

You're looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black
Just keep going to the bathroom always say you'll be right back
Well it takes one to know one kid i think you've got it bad
But whats so easy in the evening by the morning's such a drag

I've got a flask inside my pocket we can share it on the train
And if you promise to stay conscious i will try and do the same
Yeah we might die from medication but we sure killed all the pain
But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane

And i'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this
The reasons all have run away but the feeling never did
It's not something i would recommend but it is one way to live
Cause what is simple in the moonlight by the morning never is
Yeah it was simple in the moonlight now it's so complicated
It was so simple in the moonlight, so simple in the moonlight, so simple in the moonlight.