I need to take my own advice

Its so true. I speak words (i.e. "breathe, try not to be stressed - it'll be ok") and I never seem to apply them to my own life. I am at school right now. To be honest, school seems to bring out the worst in me, I am rarely happy here - and I don't really have any friends or anything such as that. I have a couple - but its really lacking. I guess I sort of like it that way, do I really want to be friends with the people here? In a matter of days, I will never have to speak to any of them again. I am not saying that is what I truely want. Because I am not sure that is what I want. This school has sort of been warn out for me, I use to really enjoy it - and it is not like I hate it deeply. I just do not enjoy it, I am never myself here, I don't get along with people here, and I am more then often unhappy when I am here. Thats sort of how it goes though. I am excited to be done here either way.

Breathe.