love and mathematics

This week has felt like its been a year. I have a lot going on at school right now. I wrote a math exam today that I know I didnt do well on. I don't think many people in the class actually got the concepts of the unit. Looking back on it I don't think I did. The rest of school is alright? Its just that time in my highschool career where I feel no need to go to school. I've been going for eleven and some years now and I'm getting so close to being done I feel no motivation really. Its something I am having to try hard at, Just going to school and trying my best because it would be so easy to just slack off and let things slide but I think nows the time where I need to try harder.

Things around home are real slow right now, I frankly don't feel festive at all. Our house isnt one bit decorated or anything. All I have been doing is basically lots of homework. The band has really slowed down a lot since our last show with dorian and zach. We're still looking for both a drummer and a bass player though, hopefully we come across something. There may some more musical endevors soon eoungh, who really knows. I sure don't.

I've been real tired lately, exhusted. You know that feeling when you're so tired you come home from school, or work and all you want to do is sleep? Thats sort of what I am going through right now. Note to self, remember to not rely on your own strength, lean on God when you're tired. Thats not always an easy thing to remember to do, or to do.

Anyways until next time,
Zachary


Mood: tired and thinking
Music: passport radio by broken social scene