My tired mind just won't stop chattering

This week is something else. Maybe it is the season, the sense that summer is drawing near but it is not quite here. It is driving me crazy to be honest. I am so sick of this constant BLAH. It seriously is driving me nuts, like off of my rocker. It seems like the weather is "bring me down" so to speak if you know what I mean. Or maybe it is just that on top of everything else.

I have a lot going on lately. Maybe it is just to much, cause I have never quite felt this way. I wake up in the morning, and it feels as though I have just crawled into bed. Nothing has changed. My legs have a heavier weight, and my exhustion from the previous night has multiplied by three. Like what do I do to get away from this? I meanm I don't know is there is much I can do. Quit maybe... Do I just start quiting things? If I did my parents would say that the first thing I should quit is the band but there is no way that I could do that. That is basically one of the few things in life that is keeping me going, the fact that we might actually be half decent. Its such a hard place to be.

I write a chem exam on friday, I re write math b30 next week, I will be writing a bio exam next tuesday, I have a bio report due tomorrow morning. My school just declared that drums are banned from our school, as in they are removing them at the end of the school year. After I heard that I basically though maybe I should quit and get a job. Honestly.

Lets leave it at this.

I have way to much going on.
I want to quit, pass out. Sleep forever.

Goodnight.