yea thats the one there...

Life. can be so awkard sometimes. its like you get pushed into certain situations to realize that, that is not what you want at all. God seems to be doing this to me a lot. Its like Gods like this... "man this dude just isnt getting it, k here how about you actualy try that and see how much you like it" I honestly think he gets a kick out of it sometimes. But yea like I said that has happened to me a lot lately. You... well I end up coming out of the situation going, man how come I even thought about that, or something. I always seem to learn something.

Anyways thats that. Being single and all a person cant help but to let the mind wonder. What things would e in the perfect girl. Who is the perfect girl? IS ther ea perfect girl? I like to dream a lot and hope for the best, to say the least. So here it is, the all enclusive look into what zach's dream girl is. If you would rather not read than please close the page. lol It might get sappy.

I have thought a lot about a "dream girl" Its kind of a stupid idea if you actualy think about it having a dreamgirl... what good is it if she is jsut a dream. but yea. one cant help but dream sometimes.
My dream girl... looks are not a huge huge thing, but I mean it is cool if she is really beautiful, in my eyes beauty is not just looks though. Its everything... when it is all in the mix. I was a girl that will let me tell her that I think she is beautiful. I dont want to date a girl that is really clingy, I am an introvert and I love my space. I also would love being close to though. She has to be ok with my friends... and I would love to be friends with her friends to. It is pretty improtant that she is a christian... and has her head on right. KNows what she believes and sticks to it. She has to be ok with my crazy music mood swings. One second I can listen to johnny cash and the next comeback kid. Its pretty crazy somedays, my music changes with the winds. It would be cool if she had good taste in music. She has to like long e-mails, or snail mail, or late night phone calls. I love late night phone calls. I also love walking on the rbidge and just hanging out. I am not much for movies or really doing things. I just like hanging out. Going for coffee, doing really random things. I lvoe holding hands more than anything, I dont know why. But it feels so innocent. You know what I mean. She has to like me for the right reasons. and she has to really be into the relationship. I dated a girl once and it felt like to was really a one way relationship, which in the end doesnt work. It just hurts. I am very much a dreamer, if the girl could dream with me that would rock. It doesnt really matter whether she is a town girl or a city girl, jsut as long as she is open minded to both things. She has to be ok with my tight pants, and tight shirts. She has to also not mind my hick shirts, or the days when I feel lazy and dont want to dress up at all, and look all gross. She has to like me for who I am. I have always wanted to date a girl who was so stoked that she was dating me, I know that sounds gay but I hope it isnt. I mean a girl who wouldnt be ashamed to tell all her friends about me. That would be cool. This could go on forever. I mean yea, I am a dreamer.

But yea, thanks for putting up with me friends. I lvoe you all tonight. God has really given me and a good friend some awesome dreams about the christian music scene in saskatoon tonight, so pray that God would make things real clear. If you could also pray for the band as we practice tomorrow, and pray that God would be there.. not us. My family had someone who was close to a certain memeber of our family die today, which really sucks. I wasnt really close to him but he was close to some people in my family. It was hard on all of us I think, but things must keep going. Pray for my family if you could. thanks so much friends.

Zachary michael