my midnight thoughts

so yea, it is not quite midnight. but it sure close enough. anyways. I was laying bed, trying to fall asleep which obviously didnt happen or else I would not be on here writing to clear my mind. What is there to clear of though. honestly.
This weekend was pretty good for me for the most part. Work was long again but at the end of the month that will all pay off. As of pretty much around now (11:30pm sunday night) me and kendra have been dating for two weeks. thats super good, its kind of the first relationship that I have been old enough to really know how it is working and what is going on.you know? And I really like her. A lot. Its kind of weird that this relationship finally happened, when she moved away, not when she still lived here. I guess we'll see where it goes, but it means a lot to me.
The band ... man things have really picked up. it is crazy to think about it, cause it was only three weeks ago we were dreaming about it and now we are doing it. We are playing our first show on october 31st if anyone wants to come support us. It is at pumpkin smash 05, at the soccer center at 6:00pm. This band is something that I think we all have been waiting for for a long time because it is real, level headed... God is there in those practices. its cool.
I guess we all have a ton influences and ideas, its just putting those all into one soul being which can prove to be hard. or at least not easy. We are really excited to start playing shows though, I guess that is basically what these type of bands, or all bands live for. But yea here are some photos...
Other than that, yea life is a day to day happening. Everyday is different, everyday has its own challenges. And to each man his own. you know what I mean. I guess lately I have been trying to have a good attitude towards life, school, all of that hee haw. I am starting to realize that I need to grow up, like with the way I handle school and stuff... I got a job so I guess thats more than some people have, it is a start. I am super lucky to have the job I do though. Its definitly Gods hand there... but yea I am going to go for a bit. I hope ypu all have a good night.

zachary michael