long time no blog.

Wow... long time, infdact it has been so long I feel kind of out of place here. And I have figured out that, that was the worst sentence ever. Life has sure been taking it share of turns and such lately, with friends, school, love, bands, the show. This week will probably be really long but God willing I will be able to praise him through out it.

The band... I dont know what to say, I guess I could say that tonight it came together. We basically got the lineup set. With the adition of lance brown on guitar and backing vocals, and Evan peters on vocals this is sure to be an intresting journey. I guess it started with the prayer toinght at practice. "God just use us how you want to, and maybe this be beautiful to your ears" And it was, God was there and the rock rolled. So look out for us, we are doing our first show at the end of the month.

God. I heard this song and it really helped me out... "my treasure is heaven" that line has stuck with me wherever I have Gone for that past couple days. I heard it and honestly... everything clicked. My life... my relationship with God is a choice, I either do it 100 % or back off and walk away. I figured it out that I want God, I want his love, I Need his forgiveness. His love its my strength in weakness, this doesnt mean I am perfect at all. I am still far from perfect but God is there and well... Somedays I just need him to hold me and he does that. he is my strength in my weakness. God is my father, and he loves me more than anything! that is unreal, I dont know what to think about that. It is so far beyond my thoughts it is crazy. He does so much for me, the next step is what can i do for him, and for you. Please remind me of this stuff, cause I know tomorrow I probably wont remeber this but I need to cause God is my all , and I want him to be. He is number one.

School. My marks in some classes have Gone up like good. I dont know how but God must have been with me cause I didnt get an 84 in math a30 by myself, it was with his help... it had to be. Yea... enough said.

and well this weekend kendra came up... which is weird cause nothing we ever try to do ever works. It sucks but I guess it worked this time. IT was unreal. I havent seen her for probably close to three months and well, it was good. I am very tired now though... lol. It was good. It was hard to see her get on that bus, it is hard to think she is still riding that ubs as I write this, it is hard to think that I rpobably wont see her for another month. But hopefully my Friends will stick by me cause yea. Thanks to all of those people who are and will stck by me cause yea not everone does. its hard. but thats life.

I am just going to leave you with a good song here. have a good night, and remeber to love, love is the basis of life. and God to... but yea here you go friends.

-zachary michael

"Treasures"Night has found its way hereAnd all I can hear are memories shrill and clearLike today man had his wayAnd stole and what I madeHe saw that I was sincereSo use me up, then throw me awayBuild your careers and friendshipsQuote on Quote and frankly I’m ashamedThat I left my name on her lipsCause when it ends they’ll swear it isSo I’ll fall asleep and try not to think twiceAbout all the things that foreverWill kick me down the stepsFor being too niceCause everyone’s searching for treasureAnd they’ll just dig, dig, digUntil they cant get outAnd dying dirty digging for treasureBut as for me I’m giving up and I'll take my bow And focus on my treasure foreverYes, I know that my treasure is heaven