Saturday, September 10, 2005

Grey clouds mean another lonely walk home

Hey kids.

Well it has come to an end, my first almost full week of school. Honestly, Im not sure what to make of this week. I mean so many parts of it have been really good, but some parts have been really hard. Just trying to love some of the people at my school who are constantly putting others down, that is a huge struggle.
As for all of my classes they are quite fine, I have pretty good teachers. The only part that sucks is that both of the days in my two day cycle are pretty much the same, so things tend to get pretty boring.

So I have come to realise that I am extremely exhusted. I got back from nine weeks at camp and I went right back into normal day life. I have now started classes which are somewhat new and prove to be challenging when tired.
Right now I am just having a hard time with being thankful. I mean I go to a great school, I am not to stupid, my parents are pretty good. Over all things are alright. But with being as tired as I am things just seem to be a little harder, a little more rough on the edges. Please bear with me.

One thing God has really blessed me with is the chance to organise another benefits concert, with the proceeds going to the building hope foundation. I guess what really Got me thinking about it was the fact that even now that dwayne is gone, his dream still lives. And I just raelly feel called to live out his dream, or contribute to it.
So far all or most of the planning has gone real well. I got three great bands confirmed, and I am going to present what I have come up with so far to the building hope board tomorrow morning. So I guess that is good hey? lol.. wish me luck.

But now that it is the wee hours of the morning I might think about going to bed.

Thanks for taking the time to read.
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Good night friends.

much love, zachary

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